Loner

I've always pressumed people as needful creatures but as I myself grew upon the reality of our world I thought that a person couldn't have been more wrong. With every day passing, every sunset,every moonrise I was more empowered by loneliness. It wasn't because I did not enjoy having someone around, It was because my mind couldn't handle the pressure of their presence. I wanted to be left alone , I didn't need anything from anyone because the time I had to think helped me achieve everything alone. I don't need someone to hold my hand when I wake up one day and realize I've become a selfish lifeless creature who doesn't bring anything but pity in someone. Because that will never be something I'll believe is possible. I don't need you to hold my hand , but i'll hold yours when your demons come for you. I'll be that vague shadow which fades but never leaves and perhaps disappear into your soul as you break the chains holding you to what is the need of someone. You'll be free to love without needing it. You'll learn that as you love one ,one might disappear but you won't suffer , you'll only grow with their faded shadow which will keep your soul and body together and in peace.